I wish i have never been born at all

My world is scarcely dark. No one can drag me out of it.

Is it really better to have loved and lost than never have been in love before?

Beauty will fade,stupidness is forever.

sometimes we let go of what would bring us the most happiness for what we think will.

We all have regrets and lost dreams......this is life.

Some are always better off than you,and some are worse off.
We don't know what we have had till it's gone.

I hope I can reach to the point In my life where I no longer care  what others  think of me as long as those closest to me  still love me and care.don't know more  than I should,no matter how big my heart is, I can not change what it meant to be a fate.this is the way of the world.

Nothing happened

Why some people have more than they need when others have so little?
It is such a cruel ,cruel world.
Someone is going to die.
And yet you seems like it doesn't matter at all.
When I have faith on you ,but you just make a fool out of me.

In the name of my lord,pls grant me one more chance to do the right thing before it is too late.

Amen.

Time and tide waits for no one.We can not go back to how we were again.

Sometimes you love this person to death maybe one day you hate this person to death.

The biggest regret in my life is not taking care  of myself when I was young.

The way I look at it

How to get over a break-up?
Well,just by looking at all the unpaid bills will give you a clear mind  what the reality is,it is not the end of the world, get another bloke if you are really needed. Don't try to lower yourself to beg him back in the fade hope that Rekgindle some romance. He is not worthy. 
Broken is broken. Go for whatever is working for you, not him.

We come to this world alone and leave it the same way.

Some kind of fantasy

Euro millions ?  Only in my dream.

As I live

Sometimes I am happy,sometimes I am down.
Sometimes I  meet someone who really inspire me,appricate my accompany.take me as what I am.
Sometimes I  meet the wrong people who make my life hell.some control freak try to ruin me and kill my dreams.
Sometimes  I am up to the top of the world,sometimes I am down, I can't see the light ,everything is black as black can be.
Sometimes I am lucky,my lord seems to be with me. Sometimes I am so unlucky,the whole world seems  to against me,even my lord turns a blind eye to me.
Sometimes I laugh,sometimes I cry.
Sometimes I doubt,I don't know what is right or wrong anymore,as I get older,I am definitely not wiser.i am not what I meant to be.Sometimes you don't know how it is happened,but it did happen.

Sometimes I am really calm and sure,I am more mature than I was ten years ago,at least, I won't cry over the spill milk. When it is gone,it is gone.this is life,we never know what we really have till it is gone.

It is not a bargain if you don't need it

Don't pay anything full price unless you have to.
Er,Council Tax,anyone?

If something you can not live in it,eat it, wear it ,use it,enjoy it,drive it,then forget about it.

When time is tough, a pound is a pound.Nothing in life is free.

For a laugh

Just read something very funny on mail.
"The secret of a long and happy marriage?? Low, VERY low expectations.!"


LOL。^_^

Scream it out

I hate my life....it sucks.

'You get to your darkest point in life and the brightest light appears .

Home ,sweet home

Little princess sleeps here.

Memo board

Gold pig $_$ Cha-Ching

DIY heart shape cushion

 Her stuff

Heart shape charm

Note book

Silly monkey say hi

some stuffs

earing

necklaces

bracelets

rings

Get to know me

1 I don't like to travel,  I’m a nervous flyer.
2 I don't like guys wear glasses.love at the first sign?no way.
3 I don't do drinking or smoking.
4 I don't like the big white wedding.the fewer people the better.I am not that kind of girl who grow up planning her wedding.
5 I don't like fizzy drinks.
6 I don't like burger.hot dog.kebab.brown rice,i don't like peas and beans,just looking at them will make me sick,Physically and emotionally.
7 I don't like maths.don't like anything to to with the numbers.
8 I don't like kawaii, it makes me look silly,
9  I don't like to keep pet.
10 I don't like the bus.
11 I don't like camping.
12 I hate when it is windy.it mess up my hair and my brain.
13 I don't like too many people surround me,
14 I don't like any forms of exercise, indoor or outdoor.
15 I don't like to speak to the strangers.
16 I don't like horror films.

1 I like reading ,day dreaming .sleeping,writing, eating, singing,skating.

2 I like English tea, cake. sushi. Vietnam street  food,i can't get enough of it, Chinese Dimsum, mushroom,seafood.

3 I like when it is raining.like that freshness afterwards.

4 I like summer

5 I like guy older than me ,wiser than me,  at least knows better than me.

6  I like to be alone.

7 My favorite color is purple, blue and green,because i like trees.

8 My favorite fruite is mango,pineapple.peach.

9 My favorite flower is jasmine ,

10 I like DIY,that kind of handicrafted thing'.i am also that kind of DIY  person when it comes to beauty treatment, i don't like strangers to touch my face or body.

11 I like shopping.yeah.shop till you drop.

12 I like Christmas.i like to shower my love ones with all the lovely things they deserve.
13 I like handbags.absolutely a bag girl.
14 I like collecting jewellery.

Some random facts

I am the odd one in my family.

I can not swim.

I have stomach pain when i am nervous.

I yawning whenever i tell lies.

I drank at least two cups of tea a day.
I can't cook for life.
I believe in aliens.the universe is bigger than you think. you haven't seen it doesn't mean that it isn't existing.

Sometimes my head is full of that crazy ideas,but just don't have the guts to start over.

Miss HK,no, thanks.

That's why i never stood a chance to win that title,it is not that i don't want to show but there is nothing worth of showing at the first place.
1,i am too old 
2,i am married .......with kid
3,do not have an angelis face to dazzle the judges
4,do not have a killer body for bikini,the moment i come out of the pool,i warp me up with a extra large beach towel.sneak back as soon as i can.
5,do not have the quick wit and spontaneity,i just don't want to get it started, it is so embarrassing,whenever i come front the big audience,i was like sweating,headaches,stomach pain,all in one,any excuse,er?just wish the earth will open swallow me up.
6,i don't have that crazy grin permanently plaster on my face.i am quite moody,sometime i am just a nut case.
i don't want to say things i really don't mean to. he is a billionaire though..just keep on smiling,it will be your job, it is not bad as you are laughing all the way to your bank. Cha-Ching.$_$

 quite busy those weeks as i am learning driving and preparing for the test.finger cross.

my driving instructor is a lovely guy,i leant a lot from him.he is very funny too,he said that no one can beat his wife's Sunday roast.what a statement.how sweet is that!^_^
He said you can time and judge other drivers' intention.
i asked  what if you fail or things turn out to be otherwise.
and he said so this is what a break for.
BTW,i am learning manual.

How to save a life

There's one of my favorite songs from The Fray.


Step one. you say we need to talk
He walks .you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on thr.ough.
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame,
You begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong,? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night.
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best,
Cause after all you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong.
The things you've told him all along.
And pray to God he hears you.
And pray to God he hears you.

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong,? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night.
Had I known how to save a life

Ten years on

I still the same old me,I am not wiser as I get older,deep down my heart I am still that little girl who scared of everything,she is so insecure.she lost herself somewhere.somehow. You can see the death behind her eyes.No one can fix her.

Too little too late. If only I knew then

As i live

what my expectation of life will be after the divorce?  i don't know, 
a sense of  release ? my world will be totally messed up?
i really don't know.
i am not yet there.
i just know that before i knew him,i didn't have a life to be ruined .
he gave me more than i would ask,
he took me more than i could give.
Till death do us part? I bury my head in shame.

How can you tell it is over. Read bellow

I want out.

i am very tired in this relationship.
I am in the middle of nowhere .

I don't know how it was started,but i know exactly how did it end.

he doesn't love me any more

.his eyes ain't shinning the light of love.

we don't even bother to see each other .

we pretend that everything will be all right.

we just cheated ourselves,

either of us wants to face the fact that it is over.

yes, it is over.

time would not heal.i don't know how to move beyond the pain.
you don't want to let go but you have to.
there are tears and hugs.
but the closure is hard to accept.

and i am going to lose the one i love the most.

Just a thought ---Nothing is forever

The sad truth is when love dies,jewellery instantly loses its sparkle , you don't want to wear them,you don't want to see them,they are reminders of all the dashed hopes and empty dreams.and all those broken promises.

Disguised angel

I feel so small when i confront the mother nature.
i come to this world with nothing but gone with the sin.
i am not an angel,and never try to pretend to be one.
i am  a nobody, i don't have voice.
no matter what life throws at me, i just take it as it is , 
i dare not to challenge the Lord and question his existence.
i just know that his hand would never touch me no matter how low i  was .
i can't find anything real in this world.
i lost my faith.
i lost everything that once made me who i was.
i am drown under his eyes.
he even didn't try to reach out of his hands.
he chose what to see.
i am not his angel.
i am not the brightest bulb.
i can smile when i am sad.
i can fake it whenever it is needed.
i can be everything but innocent.
he doesn't want me.i should have known better.

Calling from the wild

 I am living in my own world where is frightening dark.and nothing can drag me out of it.
Every saint has a past.

Alone in the dark

There are times I feel blessing,it seems I have more than I had ever dreamt of. There are times I feel sad,he is not exactly What I thought that he might be.

It all about the ......little cow

some stuffs

I love expensive bags but I hate label,I don't care about who made it as long as it looks nice and is in good quality, I don't want to promote any manufacturer,I would never carry an instantly Recongnizable Hand bag like A logo LV,as many chinese do.They made the bag look cheap and tacky,some even try to fake it, All in all. They are seen everywhere.Even the real one lost its charm to me.you don't want to be one of those sheeps.

Looking for a woman?

well .figure it out^_^

before it is too late.

don't trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.

Maybe do not have a date is not bad at all.

So near & so far . All the good things come to the end

Bitter sweet 16 ,too much too soon

Work like hell at school and make sure you pass every single exam you can. You’re doing it for yourself, not your teachers.


Ignore what they say — they aren’t important. One day, you’ll find the one who thinks you’re brilliant.


 Hold your head high — you are better than people who sneer. 
 Set your goals and keep them a secret. there always more dream killers than you think.


 Practise your interview skills — no one owes you a job. When you land one, make yourself indispensable. You’re on your way.
and 
never say never.

Dandelion

I fell in love with a dandelion.


 and he's all  that  I ever had. 


 at first he looked so sweet. 


 but in the end he tastes so bad. 


 he's a dandelion, up on his cliff above the sea.


 he's not exactly everything I thought that he might be. 


 he's a dandelion. 


 he looks like everything I need. 


 I thought he was a flower. but later I found out he's a weed.


 Then I hold on ...hold on...hold on.

How are you going to pay? Cash or card.付款方式
Your card is maxed out.你的卡刷爆了（正式用語）
your card won't go through.
Your card is not approved.一樣意思
如果你刷卡，他們會說enter your pin ,please.

Pin/ pin number/ pass word    都系指密碼。

Fiver ￡5。 Tenner. ￡10. (英國口語）it's under a tenner. 意為少於十鎊就買到。

It's only a few quid. 意為幾鎊。 一般大於￡3小於￡10
Quid 系英語口語的 鎊。 如it's only 20 quid. 即系￡20.我地中文10元，但口語中，我地話10蚊。 同樣意思。


Customer service 客服

Cash only. Cash only lane 只收現金通道

Bus lane/ stop. 巴士通道\站。

I'm leaving/going , 我要走了，下次再見。see you / see you later.

I am sorry to turn you down. 幫你吾到。(拒絕某人要求）
It sounds too good to be true. 聽起來太好了，好到有點不切實際。 （持著懷疑的心態）。

I can't afford it .我供\買\支付吾起。


Pictures time 要影相拉（請過來）
Let's take a picture.

Welcome to the world.你抱住新生嬰兒時，可以講哩句話。

What are you up to?你在忙些什麼

He is a tough guy.
He is a demanding guy. 他為人處事好嚴格

you let me down. 你讓我好失望。

it's too late to apologise.道歉都無用了。

what is done is done.做左就做左拉。已是事實，無法改變。

When it is gone,it is gone. 意為錯過左，就無拉。無第二次機會。

Catch me if you can.有本事就來足我。（語氣翹張）

He wet himself.他瀨尿了。

Hold on a minute/ moment. 等下。

on my way. 途中
On my way home.回家途中

Have a good journey. 旅途愉快。如中文的一路平安。（多指出國，或比較長途的旅遊）

Please don't hesitate to contact me if you have any questions?如果疑問，請盡快與我聯繫

Sick leave/ medical leave 病假 maternity leave 產假（女人）